A Few Things

There are a few things that bring me home, he said
Your lustrous lips and breakfast in bed

You wake up in the morning and walk away from me
Hastily tying your hair up but bodily esprit

The naked spine carrying the night’s battle scars
So much pleasure is a sin sometimes
So put me behind bars

You pause, you turn your head back to blow me that cute kiss
Such incredible power you have over me, miss

I stroke the sheets and the heat that still lingers
And memories of last night when I caress your fingers

There are few things that bring me home, he said
I become the child again and you bring breakfast in bed!

My four-legged love bugs!!! :)

The most unconditional love that I’ve been encountering these days is with these cute cuddly creatures, the tiny-toy like babies, who jump with tremendous joy and excitement the moment they see me everyday coming at work. Their innocent eyes look at me expectantly for food and hop energetically for some play after munching on their brunch.

Guess its very rightly said, "There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face." :) :) :)

Radha-Krishna's Divine Love!

This is one of my favorite cutest love stories of all times, that I would like to share. It depicts how love can be utterly unconditional. How fully amazing it feels to love someone so innocently expecting nothing at all. Here you go guys, read on:

The Radha-Krishna amour is a love legend of all times. When Lord Krishna left to fight His uncle Kamsa, Radha wept. Krishna told her that her tears were a hindrance for Him to leave on His mission and told her to stop crying. Radha didn’t shed a tear after that day. She longed for her beloved for years and years. The divine love she shared with Krishna was incomparable.

Lord Krishna overthrew and killed Kamsa and went on to Dwarka where He married Rukmini. Krishna is said to have had 16,108 wives. Rukmini continuously kept complaining about him giving some special attention to Radha. She said, “What is the big deal about her. What can she do for you that I can’t?” Rukmini was hopelessly jealous. She complained further that Krishna loved Radha the most though she was distant.

One day, Krishna had a terrible head ache. Rukmini and the other queens rushed about with all kinds of remedies but to no avail. They consulted a vaidhya and he asked the Lord Himself to tell him which drug would cure Krishna. Krishna told that his head ache would stop when the feet of a true bhakt is kept on his forehead! Listening to this, Rukmini and all other queens were aghast! They refused to keep their feet on Krishna’s forehead as it was a great sin! They said, “You are god’s manifestation on Earth and our dearest beloved. How can we dare step on your head? We would do anything for you but that!” Thus, no one volunteered and Lord Krishna continued to be in great pain.

The news reached Radha in Vrindavan and she immediately left everything to rush to her beloved. She immediately kept her feet on Krishna’s forehead to rid her Lord of His head ache.

Seeing this, the people exclaimed that she would go straight to hell for such a grave sin. Radha smilingly said, “What does it matter if I have to go to hell as long as my Lord is relieved of His pain. I would readily go to hell a hundred lifetimes also!”

This act of Radha made all the other queens realize the divine love she had for Lord Krishna. It was so strong that she put her beloved before everything else, even enlightenment. Thus, Radha’s name is uttered even today whenever Krishna is referred to although she wasn’t married to Him.

Really insightful, isn’t it?

A figment of my imagination associated with Him!

It was a very usual way they met. They were naive and natural when they met at the institution. She seemed uninterested to even look at him initially. He was stronger, wiser, wittier, likable and intellectual. Quite close to a perfect charmer!

All cute angels from the heaven had been doing their job, and hence there was very little to be done. His roughness, and yet that gentleness in his eyes and face. A little rough around the edges made him more appealing. His authority was his sex appeal and she secretly loved to succumb to. She expressed and now both knew it, and they played along. Unfortunately they were grown up little kids.

She took pride in herself, in her strength, until the day he swept her off her feet. From not looking at him or in his direction to desperately pussyfooting to check on him. Someone he was whom she began to believe and finally she assumed he was made for her. Everything unplanned yet with accurate degree of perfection by nature. Beautiful it was.

And then nature took its course. Jill came tumbling down. She tumbled deeper into this whirlpool of love. He could understand. Because he was the Jack. She started seeing and believing the greener pastures, wherein actually it was a brown dry one. Jack showed her to see green in it, and she did.

And now she rubs her eyes over and over. But it just doesn’t appear to be green. Her heart now feels sold, but she steals it and places it back in herself. Never to let it slip again.

Now they are missed intensely sometimes, Jack and Jill!

Boycotting Racism!

A poem i came across and jus felt like sharing. It was nominated as the Best Poem of 2006, composed by a 7-year old African kid.

When I born, I black.
When I grow up, I black.
When I go in sun, I black.
When I scared, I black.
When I sick, I black.
And when I die, I still black.

And you White Man,
When u born, you pink.
When u grow up, you white.
When you go in sun, you red.
When you scared, you blue.
When you sick, you green.
And when you Die, you gray...

And you calling me COLORED ???

Cheers to the power of his words despite of the broken English!

Lets all fight Racism in every way!!!

From Moments to Memories to Marriage Thoughts - I

As I was sitting on my cozy bed watching a romantic bollywood flick, all engrossed in a scene where the bride and groom face the holy fire, I hoped at least someday such hot wrath of holy fire would burn off my bad karmas. It was 2 am, and I was half asleep. I couldn’t feel my feet. Maybe it was because of the biting cold of wintry weather or maybe because I was sitting cross-legged for too long. My brain swung between sleep and semi-consciousness, and at a point the couple on the screen blurred. All I could see was a hazy picture of the bride clad in red from head to toe and my eyes closed.

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“Mamma, I want to wear that frock and pink bellies please.” I said as mum opened the bag to take out my clothes.

“No. You’ll wear it when all we family members will go for the picnic tomorrow, you’ll spoil the frock by then. You’ll run in the fields, climb on mango tress of the orchards with your cousins and make it dirty. Frock and the pink bellies tomorrow, ok?” mamma replied. She got busy with the relatives with all her brimmed enthusiasm as she met them after long.

“I want to wear it now and show it Dadima, pleaseeeee mum” I insisted, puppy eyes as I tried to put the words as intensely as possible.

My sister, Divya jija walked past the window of my room jus then. I saw she was also dressed in her comfy old capris then.

“Okay” I agreed all of a sudden with my mother instantly. Surprised and relieved my mother put on a white cotton frock, combed my hair and I ran out to join my cousins outside. We all went to the fields, in the tractor. I sat beside Divya jija, constantly watching how she behaved, sat, what she said, etc, smiling at her whenever our eyes met. She was the eldest and the most affectionate among the group. As the tractor stopped, we hopped off on by one. I did too, but instead of landing on my feet, I fell and landed on all four.

I woke up suddenly with a jerk as my head fell off my palm. I smiled. The television was still on. I realized how ancient the ‘tractor’ days were. They seemed so far away. It made me wonder whether they really existed. Thos were the days when deciding on something was so simple. I hugged the warm pillow beside me and my eyes began to drop again… Everything around turned black again.

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From Moments to Memories to Marriage Thoughts - II

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Tears rolled down my cheeks as Divya jija held me by my shoulder and asked,
“What happened ?”
“Marks” I replied, in the lowest volume. My head bowed down in shame.
“Arre its okay, Mamisa wont say anything. Jus say sorry and that you’ll work hard in the next term” she said, reassuringly.

I had barely survived to pass in the Maths exam when my other classmates managed to secure really good marks.

“But my other friends have done very well” I uttered, sobbing really hard. I saw my tears fall off and land on my grey pinafore. I desperately hoped for more reassuring words and as none came, I looked up.

She had this “why- the- hell- you- have- to- irrelevantly- compare- with- others” look on her face. As I kept looking, hoping she’ll say something, she just pressed her lips. My heart sank even more. I felt terrible about myself. I bid her goodbye and walked off. Once out of sight, I started walking fast out of nervousness. Somewhere down the road, as more water filled in my eyes, ready to flow, my vision blurred and I tripped on a stone and fell, bruising my elbow.

I woke up again. I chuckled at how silly I was. We all were, aint we? As I child, I felt such intense emotions on such small things. We lived completely in the moment. I slept off again and drifted away.

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